addict

i'm sitting here in the middle of the kitchen, open and public, with the new weezer album, which i kinda like. that and cottage cheese (i know, i used to think it was gross) and 24. i am completely addicted. ooh, are addictions comforting.

i need to do 2 things:
1. stop being extremely critical of my friends and other people in general. it's getting a little ridiculous. i am judgmental about smoking and dating 26-year-olds... but only because smoking kills and he has bad taste in movies and wants to "settle down?!". i highly doubt that puncuation is correct. i am critical about others being critical. well that makes a whole lot of... crap.

2. get off my butt and volunteer or work for a cause other than making moo-lah for my nyc apartment and daily brugger's bagels trip.

make that 3... 3. finish harry potter. i realize that to many millions of kids this is old news, but it is so good and makes me excited all over again about all things harry potter.

what a werido. i am way too settled here in rochester in my parent's house. it's safe to say that i am even too content. i am not being challenged or tested or pushed. although i was much less "happy" during the school year, i think it's also safe to say that it was better and healthier than this current somewhat surreal life of instant gratification and not a lot of thinking. this is why i like to have my books and my friends close by.

and now, this very very good day will end with a nightly chat at solider's and me going to sleep at the grandma/em-time of 10pm, i hope.

"well, he believes in magic." -when we asked about his religion