perfume and peanut butter cookies

minus the tiny flash of hell before my eyes from 3-5pm this afternoon, the past couple days have been some of the most beautiful ever. and the weather is just a bonus. they've been the kind of days where i want to run home and tell my family every detail. people are warm and kind-hearted. i've been spontaneous by skipping class to go splurging on summer dresses or to pick out the most delicious grapes from the fruit vendor on state. i went out to dinner tonight with a friend who has decided to kind of reform her life from drunken debauchery to Jesus, and that was an extremely interesting and much-needed chat.

the greatest part is that all of this goodness still continues to happen even while mucking my way through school shitake. i feel pretty damn useless when i have to relearn things that i have already learned in high school, but have forgotten, or when i have to relearn things that i have already learned even just last semester, but have forgotten. i so wish i had a cam jensen-esque photographic memory. then, i could star in young adult novels and help solve mysteries to get the bad guys WHILE learning more and more, instead of feeling like i have been running on a tredmill for 2 years straight.

i think i want to be a more boring and annoying writer. write to include all of the details that nobody cares about and all of the "hehe"s and cheesy smilely faces that everyone barfs at. mmmhm! you know you love me. sidenote: i miss gossip girls.

i am ready for this weekend like no other. SLITHER! SERENITY! (THE) SQUID & THE WHALE!