one relaxing saturday

there are many things in life that i find stressful simply based on the fact that they are meant to be relaxing. i am almost intimidated or pressured by their guarantee to instant relaxation. i am probably crazy, but don't you know what i mean? to name a few: bubble baths, hot chocolate, music playlists, etc. you make a bubble bath only to have it turn cold by the time you get settled in. hot chocolate is just a completely different story because it always ends up at not the right temperature and then when it is the right temperature, i cannot finish it fast enough. music playlists get repetitive and annoying after 10 or so play-throughs. sigh. although, do you know what one thing always makes me feel completely relaxed no matter what? just kidding, i can't really think of anything. i just didn't want this to be entirely whiny.

right now i am re-playing various bits of really old favorite country songs off my semi-screwy itunes. this is relaxing.