a smorgasbord of smorg

so. i thought i had the willpower and enough bit of crazy in me to go a week without carbs in my diet. just for kicks, out of curiosity, and (i'm sure) due to a bit of insanity left over from the week, yesterday morning i decided to begin my mission (cue misson impossible music). 24some hours later, i am not doing so hot! how ridiculous this way of life is! one day without carbs made me the most cranky and fatigued and plain sick-feeling-everywhere person in the world. i am still feeling it today too. ahh, done done doooone with that! swedish pancakes and fruit for breakfast!

speaking of crazy, my mental health is not at all boosted by the fact that i am obsessed with planning my future and deciding on "the goals that i want to spend my short-lived time on earth accomplishing." this is simply amplified by my continual discovery of jobs i never knew existed, plus other heavy stuff. but i really need to put those serious matters aside for now and be reckless.

and shoot me, but i am also currently obsessed with the new pink song.