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today was a pretty sad mother's day.

this afternoon i called my mum to wish her a happy day, only to find out that both of my grandmas are in the hospital. this makes me want to be home right now more than ever. the idea of preparing yourself for the death of a loved one is so foreign to me. i am such an overly emotional person that i really cannot even think about grandmas and moms without crying.

tomorrow will be better!