murder she wrote

for the time being, a day or so, life is back in order. this refers to the fact that life is now actually less "in order" with time to take deep breaths, enjoy the food that i eat, talk with people about things other than scheduling, go to yoga with sara, obtain new reggae music, and damnit, be inspired.

since this semester started, my general feelings and personality have landed all across the board. if i were to illustrate them, they would look like a giant rollercoaster. the twist-y kind where you hang upside down and go all over the place. in other words, the kind that i do not particularly like. i catapulted myself from laid-back to workaholic in about one month, experiencing an initial high (refer back to my "this is the best day ever" feelings), followed by every sort of out-of-place and lost emotion out there. i felt square. i feel square. however, i am now working towards finding that happy medium (or not?) while in pursuit of a graduate education and a fulfilling career. yep, no idea, yet. but it's going to be good.